abnormall:

the truth is, i dont have the guts to kiII myself. i want to walk busy roads and dark alleys in the hopes someone will do it for me

brokenflicker:

I’m thinking about ending it again and i don’t even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won’t shut up

abnormall:

i am a mistake. i am a complete mistake. i am the regret that people confront. i am a complete waste of time. i ruin peoples lives without ever intending to. this is who i am.

the-suicide-effect:

“Maybe he left because he saw me the way I see myself”

abnormall:

i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.

suicideisthesolution:

How often can you break until there is nothing left of you?

-V. J.

wishing-for-deathx:

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

suicideisthesolution:

This might finally be the year I can die. This thought fills me with joy because that’s all I want.

- V. J.

bothpoisonandantidote:

The worst crying is when you’re lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don’t make a noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your heart‘s breaking and you’re thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt.

ilovelaica:

My endless list of favourite horses: Perfectly Grey. [Ridden by ?? ]

(via smarty-jones)

smarty-jones:

Curlin at Saratoga

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